I am so sorry you are going through this. Many of us have been in similar situations. Absolutely no judgement.
I don’t know your specific situation, but thought I would type a little information that might be helpful…..
Depending on the medication and your insurance or not having insurance, there may be direct to consumer programs or copay assist programs (some of which are based on income and some of which are not).
The pharmacy was very helpful to me when I did not have the ability to pay for full prescriptions. They dispensed less than the full prescription, leaving the ones I did not buy open for me to buy. Good rx could show the cost of various quantities. I did find that in some cases lower quantities were more per pill than higher quantities. But it got me by.
Know this is not an option due to cost if someone does not have a membership, but at one point I bought the higher level Sam’s club membership to get my medication discounted. It does not hurt to check with the pharmacy there for pricing. I know some people who save a lot buying there. And the pharmacist was nice and helpful to me.
Medical social workers, the internet (with due caution of course), and often times doctor office staff can assist with identifying and filling out forms. As examples, I assisted a friend who has commercial insurance (i.e. insurance from "work") get assistance from the manufacturer for a greatly reduced copay not based on income. It took maybe 15 minutes from a verified site and they saved hundreds of $$. I get an expensive medication I need that is non formulary with my insurance (not covered) shipped directly to me for $20 a month not based on income. Otherwise I would pay hundreds of $$. Another one I used to take that would also have been hundreds a month my doctor was able to get for me through a direct from the manufacturer program for I think it was $25 a month. Not based on income.
In the US, if these are mental health medications, local mental health centers may have resources.
And some physician offices have samples of some general medications. I have received samples through my primary care doctor before.
I hope you find the help you need. I have only good things to say about the pharmacy a staff that has helped me in the past.
One more thing they taught me is that the cash prices of some medications can be less than my insurance co-pay. So it can help to ask.